It's the
23rd of January. On the 14th of February, I'll start my adventure west to Los
Angeles. As of right now, I don't really know what I am doing. I live with my
parents after failing to settle in the city of Kitchener. I had a candy
business that didn't work out because I got into a car accident. It probably
wouldn't have worked out anyways. So I looked for work, saved, and now the
house has been sold. My goal had been to pay off my debts, and now that it's
done, I've got money to chase my dreams.
However,
the choices I make now, will have a profound impact on my life. What am I
really doing... What direction do I want my life to head towards. I'm glad that
I have choices now... Instead of being stuck or lost. Now that I have freedom,
I don't really know where to go. Is this a vacation, or something that can help
me move forward?
I really
hope to hear back from the literary agency soon. That would make me feel better. Knowing
that what I made is good, and who I should talk to in Los Angeles. I need more
direction. This is a silly pursuit. Yet, if I don't go, I'll have that regret
on my mind forever. So I kinda have to go west. I don't know if it is right or
wrong, I just know I can't stay here. I don't belong anywhere, and now it is
time to find my place in the world. I will be a nomad soon. A nomad in search
of a home.
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